Tag Archives: liars

shards of sand

things are not as they should be as i want them to be or need them to be i have no desire to fix it or break it i’ve tried so hard to walk away, move on i’t’s been years … Continue reading

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cause no harm

You can’t undo what’s been done You can’t be who you were Because you pose a sudden morality About the rightness of an affair What has been done, is done If you can’t face the difference Between right and wrong … Continue reading

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unwanted contact

I have no idea what I am doing. I don’t have a stupid plan and things are not going how I thought. I don’t want to do this. I don’t want to discuss anything with him. I don;t want to … Continue reading

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3rd Day 1

Fuck you for contacting me after yet another 7 months spent recovering from you Nice new email address you have with your new girlfriends name along with yours What am I supposed to do with your cordial email greeting Dropping me … Continue reading

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bait and switch date…

I hate to be the one to break it to you, but you don’t look ’10 years younger’ and you actually ‘DO’ look your age. That photo you have with buff arms, chest and flat tummy? It was taken 6 … Continue reading

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scatter brained

In its silence of the day I realize how alone I am Companion dogs as friends I am not invested with people So many are fringe worthy Yet all with busy family lives I do not share that affiliation I … Continue reading

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memories

Do not forget that liars lie And cheaters cheat. Giving time and space Does not change the truth Of whom they are And what they did Do not invest Do not believe Forgive but don’t forget Life’s to short to … Continue reading

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Truth: the lying

I am corrupted and ruined. He changed the chemistry of who I am. My numbness is a veiled acceptance, but it’s a decision I will not falter from. I am not going back. I am not angry. His betrayal falls … Continue reading

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underwhelmed

Part of me feels like this is a landmine of an admission. I never told anyone of my spouses’ small penis size for 22 years. It wasn’t until I felt emotionally divorced from him that I finally started telling people, … Continue reading

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nobody’s perfect

This is what you get This body is mine It was a perfect vessel To grow another person Several times in fact This scar on my finger? From the first time I rode a motorcycle And crashed. See the scar … Continue reading

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