Category Archives: Husband

glaring eyes mean anger

you save the best of who you are for anyone else and simply give me the garbage leftovers of your personality. it’s worse when i hear you being kind to others and then you turn around and are trite with … Continue reading

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sad profiles

i look at the silver streaking your hair and how the brown is still so shiny and soft to touch. i think about the years i’ve spent looking at you. sideways glances, seeing you in profile. knowing the outline of … Continue reading

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seasonal sidelines

after all these years and unresolved issues. knowing that you will never communicate with me as i need you to. seeing you make the choice to put your mother before me, year after year, by abandoning me physically and emotionally. … Continue reading

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things i don’t say

you are a fucking asshole and days like this remind me of why i hate you so much at times. you act like i don’t know what you are doing. yet it is the same song and fucking dance you’ve … Continue reading

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the evolution of cheating

after years of teaching, directing, guiding, asking, begging, lecturing and finally letting go of the idea of a monogamous marriage, to accept the reality that my husband has issues i can not touch as he will not admit to them or the … Continue reading

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skull fucked up

as i turned away from him, i slid my hand down his chest, so it slid inside the front band of his underwear, feeling the softness of his short hairs as I grasped the band and used it to pull … Continue reading

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pushed away, pushed to stray

married couples pair up for convenient sex. along with the whole love yada yada yada thing. when life gets busy, when deadlines loom, when lives are shifting and new jobs are starting, the convenience of fucking the person you happen … Continue reading

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complicated families

we all have our version of dysfunctional families. we all live lives where we hide pieces of ourselves from others, so we filter what they see and how they perceive us. we’ve learned along the way that there are those … Continue reading

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truth: revelation

in my family, the women divorce assholes ; in his family, the men stay married to bitches kind of explains the strange direction our marriage has traveled and why it has worked to some extent. as much as i am … Continue reading

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not communicating well

without fail. when my husband has been an asshole and knows it, but is unable to apologize properly and with real emotion which makes me feel like he ‘meant it’, he starts on a campaign of ‘making it up’ to … Continue reading

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