… the reeling feelings you experience as first relief surges through your body much like the shot of drugs you get before anesthesia making limbs feel heavy yet light; then breathing depress to induce a deep and heartfelt sigh so that you experience a profound sense of gratitude before the tickling joy surges the same course making you tingle with the excitement of the news you’ve just received.
I had no idea how worried I was about something I thought I had no control over, until I received the news that it was no longer going to be a factor in my life anymore. I am elated, grateful and profoundly relieved as the stress I have been carrying for years has suddenly been lifted off me, instead of my pressing out from underneath it. It will be life changing, a relationship changer, a mood enhancer, a place to finally build from. I am standing in the light on the outside of the tunnel.