so my husband is trying…i would even go so far as to say he has moved forward since it has progressed so much and so consistently. things are far from perfect, he is far from perfect and i am far from perfect, but there it is. so we are back to being good friends. he is going to movies with me, sitting on the sofa with me, taking my hand in the car occasionally. he not only didn’t complain when i took on the project of re-training a dog with some behavior issues, he’s gone on a few dog walks with me and been helpful. he is back to holding me in bed and rubbing my feet when they are sore.
it’s too bad that he still has absolutely no real interest in sex.
while watching a movie with my feet on his lap this afternoon and a blanket over us, i asked him to undo his pants and take his cock out. i asked him to jerk off using my bare feet and to cum on them, using his cream as lotion. i told him, i just wanted to feel his erection and to watch him cum on my skin as i feel him drain himself. “come on…just use me to get yourself off. play with my feet and toes…massage my calves with your cum.” he laughed awkwardly and patted my knee. of course he turned me down. he always does.