I have a Cock sucking Vocation. I do not consider it giving a blow “job”; I give an “oral experience”. I am not just “good” at it but exemplary. My enthusiasm and ability to perfectly milk a cock according to a man’s preference, is a gift. All that aside, I do not give my husband blow jobs. I stopped 4 years ago, when I ‘emotionally divorced’ him.
The reason I do not suck him off anymore? He does not take the time or effort to please and pleasure me WITH his penis and so while I still allow him to fuck me for the 5 minutes he takes to orgasm once inside of me, I am not going to ‘gift him’ with an experience that is highly enjoyable to him. I don’t want an up close and personal look at something we fight over constantly. I miss being fucked and played with for an hour or two by a hard cock that can last or at least bounce back; he doesn’t think getting medical help is important and so I no longer think pleasing him orally is important; so he can miss MY blow jobs as pay back.
And payback is a bitch, just like I am being about refusing to give him oral sex. He knows exactly what he’s missing. It’s a hell of a lot easier for me to find 100 different cocks to replace his penis with, than it is for him to find anyone else, male or female, to suck off someone who is sexually selfish and so poorly endowed.