my lovers cocks

My lovers are consistent fellows, all with their own individual personalities. All hand picked for exactly what I wanted from them. They are patient and kind; they do not envy, nor are they proud; they are not arrogant but giving. Their nature understanding and forgiving even when cast aside in passion or irritability. They can not be provoked or oppressed. They exist solely to please me and exercising their ability to bring me pleasure, each in their own way. My happiness is increased by their generous endowments.

First, there is “Barney”. Perhaps inappropriately named due to the association with a childhood TV character, but it’s a name that’s stuck as it’s his. He has been with me for a faithful and dependable 2 years and I love how he is shaped. He is a lovely 7 inches long, all ropey veins and thick beautiful head. He is 1.5 inches thick and fits exactly as I need him to, no more, no less. His balls are full and the absolute perfect handle to squeeze. He is a jelly coloured purple.

Secondly, there is “Tonto”, named for a healthy red man, from the Apache tribe. He is all you would want to see if flipping up a loin cloth. He is beautifully endowed at 8 inches of corded cock ending in a thickly rounded mushroom head. He is 2 inches thick and it takes effort and time for me to accommodate him inside of me. My lips are stretched to capacity and I am undone when he is finally completely embedded deep inside of me. His heavy balls make delightful slapping sounds against my ass as my juices cover them from his repeated pounding. I have learned over the last 18 months, that size does matter, and I am a queen for loving how he looks while taking me. He is a jelly coloured pale red.

Thirdly, there is Sebastian who represents a tall, thin French lover. He is refined and sleek. His skin is pale white and silicone perfect. His endowment is 7 inches and 1 ¼ inches thick. He is mostly smooth and delicate looking, with a small head and no balls. He is compact and dependable, realistic and comforting. He has flexible movement and seems to be able to easily adjust to my changing arousal needs. Incredibly soft, yet covering a hardness that does not change. His is the one I gravitate to for the ease at which he knows how to make me respond. He has been mine for a year and I carefully tend to his needs once he is done tending to mine. It’s more work than the others, but well worth the effort considering the pleasure he brings me.

Fourthly, there is Henry. He is a short, simple, average and non remarkable lover. He is a very modest, 5 inches and 1 inch thick. He is the whitish pink of a Caucasian Englishman; small head and no balls. He is there simply to enhance the play while another, more suitable cock, takes care of my feminine needs. He is the cuckold husband, an embarrassment really, when comparing the erections of the other cocks. But he is a small erect cock, none the less and does need inclusion occasionally, as long as he understands his place. I included him as I felt sorry for him, yet discovered I was also delighted to make the comparison to other cocks that actually pleasured me, so much more. He has only been with me a month and I admit to neglecting him somewhat.

Why does a woman need so many lovers? Well why do we need so many pairs of shoes? Different ones have different functions in our life, so all are needed at some point. It’s just a matter of mood, isn’t it? I am thinking that it is time to take on a new lover. One to round out my stable of serviceable males. I already know his name. Jermaine will be a glorious 9 inches and be 5 inches thick. He will have heavy swinging balls and be a lovely dark cocoa black. I will struggle with his size and will have to be prepared for him by another lover first, but he will love the role of the Bull I need him to be. I hope the others don’t get too jealous.

 

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39 Responses to my lovers cocks

  1. Still Loving Him says:

    Great post. I find that I hate the smell of moulded silicone out of the package, it’s very chemical smelling. I wash them but it doesn’t seem to make a difference, the jelly ones are the worst. I’ve found I actually like the hard plastic better simply because there is no smell. I ordered a small silicone jelly last week and was very disappointed when I opened it to find that old familiar smell of something that came out of a chemical plant. I haven’t used it yet and an actually considering throwing it away.

  2. LOL. I have to admit, I admire the raw honesty of this entry.

  3. Jon says:

    This is sexually exciting to read, but sadly I know what you would think of me topping out at 5″. :-(. I would love for you to make me place my small erection next to one of your lovers and have us both describe the differences! I would immediately be submissive around these men. I am so jealous I can’t stand it!!! May I ask, what do you make your little man do with or without your real men?

    • rougedmount says:

      I don’t know how to measure thickness…or gave thought to it before. I think I was mentally thinking linearly…side to side…as none of them are “skinny”..lol

  4. Jon says:

    Ok-two questions, I’m not sure how you measure thickness-yours sound rather thin. How does this relate to circumference? I’m 5.5″ in circumference but how do I measure thickness? And secondly, I haven’t read anything about “head” preference. Is a big head important? How so? Oh and one more question, when you say “no balls”, I assume you mean very small or do you mean literally they have no balls??? 😳

    • rougedmount says:

      As to the balls…some men have balls that are low hangers. Full and thick, even when they are aroused and tighten…they still hang to the point of being able to sway. This gives the over all package a look of two completely separate areas to play with. Other men have balls that are high and tight to their body, giving a much more stream lined look. During arousal they tighten close to their body, leaving their erections look enormous and they are very much phallically focused.

      As to “head” preference? Seeing a man with a large, mushroom shaped orchid of dripping sweetness…seeing a man with a juicy plum on the tip of his cock….THAT is one of the most delightful things imaginable. Its simply fun to play with. Visually it’s appealing. As long as the shaft is proportionally thick. As long as the head “matches” the shaft, its fine. Some men have a smaller head to shaft ratio, and that’s just not appealing.

      The whole reason men have the head and rim was for sperm competition. When he thrust inside his partner, another mans sperm could be collected underneath his rim and “pulled out”, leaving the vaginal canal open for “his” deposit and increasing the change she will get pregnant from him …the last man who deposited sperm inside of her, as opposed to the ones who went before. It’s why humans are the ONLY species to have a penis rim.

      It’s also why a man with a smaller penis is aroused by going 2nd. Mentally we are Neanderthals and it is assumed the strongest, biggest, most virile man would be able to go last (after pulling off and beating off others who made it to her first) and he would be the successful impregnator. In today’s world, the man with the small penis “beats” the larger man, thus “beating” the system and part of why he finds it so highly arousing.

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  6. Bob says:

    I’m about Henry’s size, but 4 3/4″ long when fully erect. I like the way you described his balls as no balls. Surely he must have at least little ones?
    Mine are rather small too, but big enough to keep me from being able to slip out of a CB-6000S. My Wife rarely touches my cock anymore, instead she gets a hold of my balls trapping them in her palm by her thumb and index finger. She squeezes and pulls them to get me to orally please her faster than I ever thought possible, and when she orgasms she loses control and squeezes and pulls them making me suffer for her. It’s usually worth it, but sometimes she does not unlock my penis for any play time and my balls are tender for days.
    She’s kept me pretty much locked in the CB-6000S the past five years.
    Have you thought about getting Henry a chastity device?

  7. Chris says:

    I can’t imagine any men reading this and not finding arousal at the thought of entering your stable. Even if my arrival gave Harry a huge confidence boost and moved him up in position and place, I’d be pleased and honored just to be there, to have a chance to prove Nature’s cruel shafting not to be the end of a story that turned out to be a good story, one that brings a secret smile from time to time.

  8. night owl says:

    Great fun! I don’t have names for the boys in my stable, but I know them like the back of my hand.
    I didn’t read all the comments but for the gentleman who wanted to translate circumference into diameter, just divide by pi. Or rather, divide by 3.14 to make it simple. It’s all about the geometry.
    I dearly love a thick one. My favorite darling is 2 1/2 inches across. He never fails to please. He’s a little clumsy when it comes to hard and fast, but he’s strong and steady, like a plow horse.

  9. Rob says:

    Great descriptions. Very thorough! Well written. Nice small penis tease in itself for me. Keep UP the good work. 😊

  10. Rob says:

    Great read and great descriptions. Very thorough.

  11. INS says:

    Man, why does the 5incher end up being the inferior submissive cuckold all the time.
    Did you neglect him because he sucked, or because of his size?
    Is it really that bad to be small?

  12. INS says:

    Sorry about the mini rant. I get really upset over this.
    Still was he bad or was it just the size.

    • rougedmount says:

      lol..i take it you have not read any of the comments as the answer you are looking for is already there…

      • INS says:

        All it tells me is what I don’t feel like hearing. That bigger is so much better, unless there’s something I missed.
        Even if a guy doesn’t let himself become a cuckold, his partner would get frustrated and perhaps even resentful after a while.

      • rougedmount says:

        It may not be in this post but it is certainly in others…this one is about dildos – toys – silicone and rubber.
        Yes…you missed something in my blog…something huge, enormous and monumental.
        Most women prefer a man who provides EFFORT and a desire to pleasure her; if she is sane and has no sexual issues that is. If his focus is HER body, HER orgasm and open, real, honest communication with her, then THAT is what she prefers over anything else. Size means nothing without a man who values his partner. Once a man starts to take away his attention to her needs, she will resent him.

  13. INS says:

    Man, I feel mind fucked.
    Insecurity is such a crappy thing, especially for a teen
    I’m love oral, fingers, touching, talking, toys, SPT.
    But cuckolding and sometimes SPH just hit me the wrong way. Although I think I’ll find self cuckolding with a penis extension great.
    Again, apologies for bothering you. I’m sure you’ve had many guys like me out here. Thank you for dealing with me. I can tiresome when it comes to this.

    • rougedmount says:

      all ‘normal’ women want the same thing…regardless of penis size..and that is a man who will go to the ends of the earth to ensure she is pleased. that she can;t think let alone talk. sex is NOT about how fast the penis enters the vagina… before a man even considers entering a woman he should make sure she has cum orally and digitally first. the more a woman cums…the easier it gets for her…we are very unlike a man that way. as long as it takes to excite her to get her to the point of orgasm? is the same length of time it takes her to calm down from it…a man who enjoys her..pushes her to cum for him..who uses his tongue and body to make sure she is left mindless? jesus…by the time he enters her? she should be unaware or so grateful for the reprieve that he can cum as quickly or as slowly as HE wants. sex is about negotiating what works between two people. no 2 women are alike and its vital that honesty and communication occur. most women start off just wanting to sexually pleasure a man. its really that simple.. all that develops in regards to sexual preference is from trial and error of how situations are handled along the way. CONFIDENCE in your abilities is what matters. knowing that you will knock her socks off is what matters over size any day..it trumps almost everything…with only a well hung man with the same focus and desire trumping it. and let me tell you…those are far and few between.

      • INS says:

        The worst thing is, I’m aware of this. I’ve read this in one form of the other countless times. Yet I need reaffirmation over and over to calm myself down.

        Now that that’s behind us, you gave your names AND personalities? That’s so cute!
        Would you mourn when one of them would run it’s course? A funeral perhaps?

      • rougedmount says:

        once day, once you internalize what you intellectually know, once the confidence comes? you will no longer be triggered. the time it takes varies between individuals but the fact you understand the process shows you are well on the road to self actualization.

        of course they have personalities…and it is hard to say goodbye to an old friend though always interesting to meet someone new..lol

      • INS says:

        Well thank you for talking with me a bit.. Funny thing, you try to escape from the real problems by dwelling on one insecurity. The good thing is I read as much as possible on the topic of sex. Even if a small fraction is useful I’d be fine (since who can predict what happens?). Even if I get rejected I won’t be as bad as I would’ve been about a year ago. I’m hoping it’s made me somewhat more mature.dealing with this now.

        Apache tribe… such a fantasist. 😀

      • rougedmount says:

        my tribe thanks yours for the visit – walk in peace

  14. INS says:

    Not sure how if you can walk after that… much less peacefully.

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